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I think I’m experiencing what being *in* love is like for the first time. The one that runs deep, makes you smile unwillingly, that is unshakable and makes you blush kind of love. I thought I had experienced it before but damn I was wrong. I know that love is supposed to be a good feeling. And for the most part it is, except for the fact that I can never be with this person. Not in the way I want. There’s no chance in heaven due to a million reasons and one. It’s not a something I can change or fix. It’s not in my control. The only thing I can do is move on and they can never know. I just can’t believe the first time I ever let myself love I simultaneously gave myself a broken heart. Falling fking hurts physically, but the metaphor kind hurts in ways I didn’t know existed.
I’m probably going to delete this, but I guess I just needed to let it out.
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ReplyI completely agree and this has been my experience too. In fact, I've been supremely lucky in that I've fallen in love twice now. And supremely unlucky because both have been utterly unattainable and hopeless. It's both the best feeling, and the worst. Especially since the second person, whom I'm still in love with, really genuinely adored me too. Just not in that way.
Good luck with letting go. I know exactly how hard it is. I know the feeling of wanting to move on, yet being terrified to because you don't want that person to mean any less to you. I get it. I hope you're doing okay.
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