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2 months ago · Stressed out,
I'm really upset right now because I keep getting crapped on by other people.
If people don't hated me then, Why do they give me dirty looks?
I don't understand why they give me dirty looks and then expect me to be social.
I don't want to be social with anyone anymore because people don't care.
That's why they say not everyone is the same. They respond to me and then say this and attack me.
Why else would they say this?
I'm not like oher people and the come after me for that.
Humans bully me and make fun of me. They troll me and they think it's OK to treat me badly. They name call.
So no I'm not going to be social with anyone who calls me names.
It doesn't matter who you are and what you do if you call me names I'm not going to be social with you.
Another reason I don't want to be social is because aside from being called stupid, now people call me selfish, narcissistic and anti social.
I think I know why people say not all people are the same and it's because they think I'm attacking them when I'm not but thy are defending themselves.
I mean I don't understand why but like they somehow think I am attacking them. I'm not so. Leave me alone.
People twist everything to make it look like im the bad guy when I'm not.
Humans are not that great because they can't have a decent conversation and they can't have an intelligent one with me.
So no I'm not going to hang out with people. I'm not.
I have nightmares and flashbacks of people who keep attacking me.
They make me feel horrible and that I'm wrong all the time and they make me feel like I don't belong. They keep saying I won't go far. They keep attacking me non stop.
I'm tired of it. They reject me and they don't give me a chance.
I give them a chance but look where that's got me it's got me alone because they treat me so terrible.
I know I have resentment but I don't care because I don't see any changes.
People don't prove they are worth hanging out with.
People don't care about me they don't even to
help me. People don't even like me. They day they don't like me and or care.
They keep attacking me and responding but I think it's more of the fact they are defending themselves because they always think I'm attacking them.
I don't know why. I hate people and I don't think that's going to change. I mean they attack me and say because of my beliefs and my attitude they say I won't go far.
They hate on me for being a loner.
So humans aren't worth it. No way. I rather be free and filled with love than with hate.
I'm sorry but I don't think I belong with humans. I don't belong with anyone.
I feel like I have no one. I feel like I have myself though. Having myself is enough.
I'm sorry but I don't want to deal with being attacked anymore.
I'm sick of the flashbacks and nightmares.
People hate on me too much and then they blame me for what they do.
I don't know but I'm called evil,demon and insane too. I'm sick of it.
I don't like how people or whatever keeps getting in my business. I hate nosey people too.
There is always something negative around me and I'm tired of it.
I hate anything negative. But I think it's better that I don't focus on it anymore. I'm not supposed to feed any hatred. I'm sorry for that.
I'm sorry for focusing on the negativity.
I mean my vents are just vents and that's it. Nothing more and I feels like everyone seems to want to respond and start an argument about what im saying.
I don't want to be social anymore because aside from the name calling people seem to make fun of what I have and its weird. I thought that people don't focus on me as much but it seems like they do because they bully me and attack me for being myself.
Humans are weird and I don't belong with them because I don't act like that I'm kind, I'm love, I'm understanding and compassionate.
If people truly believe im filled with hate and attacking them then that's their problem not mine.
I think people are upset about the fact that I'm not slaving over them. That's what I think that's why they're calling me selfish.
People hate me because I am happy and taking care of myself and that I love myself. That's too bad. Humans are not good enough for me.
There is something wrong with them. They are selfish and they blame me for everything.
I think I realize now what I truly need and want from me and out of life.
It's not to be with humans anymore and it's to be with something higher and better. Humans can't help me grow and give me what I need and want.
I want enlightenment that's what truly want and need. I'm afraid I didn't get that and that's unfortunate.
I'm disappointed and I tried hard to make an effort to be social but it left me feeling abandoned and neglected.
It left me behind and left me feeling lost and confused.
I'm proud of myself for not doing what everyone else did and is doing.
I mean I feel better now that I wasn't social. I don't feel lonely. I feel like people were trying to take away my happiness and destiny.
I'm sorry for everything again and this vent was helpful and it made me realize what is really important.
I can't trust anyone but myself right now ad I think that's good.
I think people make fun of me because they are jealous of me and I truly believe im smarter because I don't do what they do and I don't make fun and or bully others. I don't troll either.
People keep saying the same thing repeatedly and it's frustrating I can't talk to people who are intelligent. I'm looking for intelligent connections and I can't find anything.
Also I haven't learned anything from anyone except how to be fearful and filled with hate and that's not what I'm looking for. I need something else instead.
My life is great now and I'm finally free from assholes. I'm so happy.
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