Late night thoughts

Hypocritical. Maybe be just don't care. Doggo was barking earlier. I came in shut the door a bit loud too. Dad deserved it waking us up at 3 to 4 am so yeah but was a bit spiteful his drugs make him a person you don't want to be around.

I come in dog barks he wakes goes shoo says "you all need to keep that dog from barking". Really? He went right back to sleep so...big deal crybaby. Yet at 4 am you make noises pop click lighter, open close refrigerator. Earlier I tried to nap he cuts music up. That's why in part I was mad. Then asking for more drugs he didn't need. I'm over all this b s I wish I didn't have to live with him. IDK what is gonna happen tomorrow. I can predict more fighting. Every month its the same only he's getting worse in behavior and psychosis. 3/4 ounce of weed he smoked last month on top of that stuff I thinks warped his mind. I'm just weary ok. He becomes a monster from hell. Mom takes her anger out on me plus misery him like that. I wish I had a way out. I can't control him he's an idiot drunk. I pray we can make it through this again 🙏😔.

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