Late night thoughts

As I said before I was right in my assumptions about dad. I gave it a couple hours. I took doggo out and I ran into mr stick up his ass again I saw him I said hell I'm not doing this again (had a bad already) and cross my area to get to my house because he's coming my way won't move acts like he's all that so I ALWAYS HAVE TO MOVE FOR THE RACIST MEAN JERK 😤😡😠

Also before that there a girl hispanic power walking towards me. Ok then as I'm picking up dogs poop she hurriedly comes right back my way so I had to pull doggo out of her way 2 times. Hispanics are so rude here m cold I'm tempted to use a racist slur because it makes me mad how they act. If they don't like our people why can't they leave? I saw another one this evening he's bulky. Big deal muscles don't equate being a good human. He I believe yelled at me one evening drinking mocking me cuz he talks to mr stick up his ass. I ignored him as he's a blowhard like dad. also never get too proud you can lose your physique. Muscular diseases exist. I used to have co workers mock me because I couldn't lift a heavy beam. My arm muscles have weakness I cannot control that and it wasn't right. There's nothing hidden from our maker though I'm not perfect too I admit that. But not mock what somebody can't help is wrong with em

Anyway back to dad I have to keep a check on him like this he's like a little child. Only with roaring lion cussing mouth. I go in there his head was completely on the table him passed out. I tell mom. She woke him up she shouldn't have she says lay back you gotta go to x appointment tomorrow. He's like leave me alone then uses the g d word. I say DON'T SAY THAT WORD

he sourly goes you had to put your 2 cents in it too huh? Blah blah blah. Leave sleeping dogs lie mom. I gotta make sure he don't burn the house down him smoking passing out bobbleheaded. Mom goes why do you have to get like this. ? he cusses her. I hard his guts like this. I'm tired of him n everyone bring mean to me. It sucks. Nobody but God knows how I suffer. I wish someone would talk to me but everyone I know bailed on me but mom n dad. There's a love shortage I believe. Thank God for those who are kind. I hope we can have peace tonight this is why I had anxiety I knew it was coming 😔😢

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