Late night rant

I care about my mom more than most family. I just wish she wouldn't snap! at me. Mond you das is super drunk right now out of his mind on drugs slouching over between his table and couch or on his table. Every single time I speak to mom she's super edgy yet denies it. I'm ok til she uses those tones on me. And dad yells. Still being dads baby sitter he burnt part of his writing tablet last night.

Anyway I had to take doggo at 10 at night to poop he didn't poop all all day

Little bit ago mom's smoking. I go don't kill yourself smoking. She smoke's a lot. So it offended her I guess she goes I'VE BEEN SMOKING ON IT PUTTING IT OUT!!!! I go

DON'T USE THAT TONE WITH ME

so she denies it.

I them tell her please don't snap at me. She goes I didn't. I go ih yeah you did. She did this last month made me scapegoat of dads misery he caused her and stuff he did like spending all the money.

I can't catcha break being attacked one way or another. She's stressed and it makes me stressed. I gotta baby sit dad mom says just let him go basically. I hate the whole situation 😡😠😑 sigh

I just don't wanted mom to kill herself with cigarettes that's all she's the glue of this family. If she dies dad n I can't get along so. He already Said he'd leave me out in the cold before he got drunk but take care of mom🖕🖕🤬. I brought him here on a bus from 500 miles away.l homeless. That's the love I get in return for him being homeless me helping him when neither aun't would. My family sucks heartless fkking people. Its hard not to hate when they all treat you bad. IDK why I even bother worrying about dad. Its because I end up paying for his dumb mistakes like this. Or shenanigans rather. They ain't mistakes nobody forced him to get intoxicated on drugs he did it to himself. Funny my aunt's husband said he needs to stand on his own 2 feet. Not he came for me to keep him up. I guess he can't his own self. Yeah. But once those drugs run out who does he cry to because I get them legally my meds,? ME!!!!!!!!!!!! Its utter bullsh!t man. I don't abuse the damn things he does. The withdrawal of awfully you can't up n stop yet he don't care. Stupid stupid stupid man. I very seldom get to have peace unless he's near sober.THIS ID PART WHY I NEED A PSYCHIATRIST AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

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