What are you looking for?
It's okay, I think
3 months ago · · Alone,
You left me abruptly, and it broke for the hundredth time, my poor heart is tired dear, and all of it loves you and only you, took a while for me to realize that, but this is not the reward I get for realizing it late.
I hate it when you're not here, and my feelings for you are mine and mine alone, they are precious to me as you are. I have to try and live without you, but in one of these days if you come back, I'll be waiting, but I don't know if I'd want you like before, I'm tired my love, my blessing, my friend, my beautiful beautiful person, my favorite person.
Be happy, do what makes you peaceful, I give you all my love, and I'm closing my heart to anyone else, I'm tired, wish I could hug you.