A rant

Can't I ever have things go right for me today wasnt great. Its hard with a mentally emotionally unstable family to have any joy they usually steal it by freaking out on you just trying to talk to them then deny it and blame you etc repeat argue deny fuss etc etc etc. That gets old.

I don't feel good. I'm tired. Head hurts. Fejt like death this morning but thank God that feeling wore off.

I took a covid home test it was negative.

The reagent is irritating to skin. I was really careful yet I still got it on my fingers. Its similar to battery acid. It irritated my fingers for a bit. It was on top of the tube lid when opening it. I was really careful. Just cheap china tests that we've had for a year maybe idk they were free though.

And our dog well he won't use it on a pad indoors like he used to. He paws me to take him out while I'm eating he will uhhhhh you. I'm like ok we go again. He didn't poop. Its Near dark. Its Friday night so there's lots of traffic where I walk him and lots of Latinos getting together to party outside a ways from us its really anxiety inducing. So many fking vehicles go by . the dog won't poop. Making me irritated. He always used a pad til we moved in here 5 months ago. Idk iv just had a rough few days fighting with mom and being drunk out of it. He's finally back normal but its the same bullsh!t of him abusing drugs. Im not ungrateful for the little things and good things but lately I could just idk I could use a vacation to an island or something mom and dad make life too stressful. I haven't had a real vacation in years. Its very frustrating.

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