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Forgive but not forget
1 year ago · · stress relief,
He said he was sorry and wouldn't dare talk to another woman again until he had me again. I believed his words so easily, I had forgotten how human nature once worked in my life. Human nature is deadly and dishonest. While he stayed "loyal" and didn't "talk" to any women, he somehow found a way to be on the talking stage with two women. One is nice but still attached to the ones before and the other is nice and caring with a daring side. I would say these two are a mix of me, one because of their attitude and the other because of their actions. We may not be together any more thanks to my decisions, but that doesn't mean he should tell me he loves me only to go and say the exact phrase to someone else.
I may not understand the heart of a man but I know that in any human's heart, hurting is real. He hurt my heart and his heart knows it. But, I forgive him… I forgive him even after he hurt me, emotionally. But even though I forgive, that will NEVER mean I will forget. I could never forget how to kiss two over women while talking to me and caring about me. I may be in another school but that is no reason for you - to hurt me as you have. I forgive you, but I will NEVER forget. We can stay friends but I'll never forget how you made me feel. In both the happy moments and even the saddest. You may think you didn't make me sad not once bet every time you talked to another woman and "flirted" with that person all I felt was a betrayal. And while I know I was wrong in thinking that. Can you blame me?? You dated a whole other girl while we were talking, on the day I was supposed to confess the day you told me you were taken; before I could express any hint of feeling. You made me forgive so many times in my head, but not once did I forget how I felt, and never will I forget. I forgive you, but I won't forget your actions.