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3 months ago · 3 · Suicide, +5


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I never thought I'd live this long. I'm suprised. I guess it's a good suprise.

I like it here but I still recall when I didn't. I remember imaging disembowling myself or skinning myself to kill myself in the most painful way. I think it's funny how how I always thought of gruesome death methods but still never had the courage to cut. Maybe I'm a coward. Maybe I don't know what I want.

I wonder if I'll kill myself in the future? Only time will tell.

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  • Novni Guest · 3 months ago

    No one knows what they truly want. When you finally get the toy you've always wanted, you suddenly realize that the toy doesn't make you happy. Right now, I don't know what I want, but I won't let that stop me from living. Happiness, Sadness, Anger, Fear, whatever it is that we're feeling, it'll all pass. Our emotions change, don't forget that.

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  • Novni Guest · 3 months ago

    i hope that you dont. it gets better, death is one thing we are certain of. your time will come, let fate determine it and i hope you live a long, happy, healthy life. death takes everything from us, don't wish time away

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  • jaja · 3 months ago

    same thought also flood my system. i guess somehow we are still afraid to die and just waiting of a something to end it.

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