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2 months ago · just stressed, · Explicit
I'm up late. Not sure if I'll sleep. Sure mom n dads asleep. Idk how the hell dsds asleep oh wait drugs that's why. I'm not one to get over being treated like shit easily ESPECIALLY WHEN ITS UNDESERVED.
I've noticed I'm THE ONLY ONE my dad takes his psychotic rage explosive fits of rage out on. I'm angry, sad, hurting right now. No people I know really care. Mom blamed me for it too bit my head off equally but not correcting dad as she shouldve. Oh sure. Blame the person WHO NEVER BOTHERS ANYBODY YOUR ONLY CHILD FML. I don't deserve this.
Yes they both look drugs today. I wish somebody would hug me this gets unbearable 😭I'm only human 😭 what did I do so bad to be treated so horrible? Dad near wanting to hit , hurt me again in a psychotic fit?!?
Im a good human. I help mom. I wash dishes. Take out trash. Clean sweep. Walk dog. Go to the store for her/us. I go get the mail. Etc etc etc. Why then do I deserve and get such horrible treatment 😭😔 why just why I'm a good human 😭why???!!!?????!? I wanna quit life im just tired of abusive treatment
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