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I don’t have god with me

3 months ago · 2 · Stress, +3 · Explicit


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Why are so unfair if you exist? You never give me what I want and try for, you always drag me down push up the people around me even tho I’m trying so fucking harder than them you always ruin my life everytime I trust you every time I try to fucking believe you, you don’t exist this world is fucking unfair I’m jealous of my friends like I was trying so harder than them I was barely surviving and you just fucked my life and gave the best thing that could happen to people around me why not me? What did I do? I did nothing bad at all why do you want to destroy my feelings and dreams so bad, I hate you and I’m happy if you don’t really exist because that’s the only explanation for how unfair this fucking world is.

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  • Novni Guest · 3 months ago

    No no no God won't ever "drag you down". If you want God in your life ask him to come be with you. He will. I did he's with me. That's how I know. Pray sincerely he will come be with you.

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  • AllHailTheGlowCloud · 2 months ago

    Comparison is the thief of joy. You keep asking why things aren't "fair", but as anyone will tell you, "life isn't fair". So what can you do to make the best of what resources you have? Just because you tried and didn't succeed at one thing, it doesn't mean it was ever owed to you - just move on and try for the next best thing.

    Your bitterness will consume you if you only concentrate on the things you don't have.

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