My Unsent Letter

I probably end up committing suicide somewhere in the future because my life isn't going as planned, even though I had someone tell me that two of his friend went to the same campus, they cared in whatever that I am going through and they don't want me to disappear. I have no idea what will affect them by if I decide to go except for how everyday I am in constant tormenting pain that never made me happy or see any worth in living. I never knew that the police were supposed to protect suicidal people that is why I keep hiding the issues, I never understood why a policemen stood behind me as if he was trying to block me off for something when no reports of suicide was being made by anybody when the incidsnt happened. I think what ultimately broke that policemen is how there is an incident during the transportation to the mental health facility it definitely left him in distraught and heart broken but I will never understand why myself. Something else that I will never understand is how the doctors are afraid to release me off of suicide watch because they know that when I get home I will end up taking my own life and they will never see me again. It is definitely a weird world we live in.

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