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2 months ago · · depressed,
People have told me that I can overcome my mental illness, but it's become a part of me. It's consumed my entire life, and I feel so lost and stuck. I haven't considered suicide in years, but now, at this point in my life, it feels like no one truly wants me here, including myself. People can say that there are people who are there for me and that I am loved, but I just can't see anyone loving me like this. I don't want anyone to love this part of me, or any part of me at all. I wish it were that simple to think of someone who loves me unconditionally, but I just can't. I hate that people feel like they're forced to deal with me. I just want to destroy every relationship to make how I feel easier. I want to take my life to make everyone else's lives easier. I just don't want to be here anymore because I can't live in a world like this with my mental illness. The world just doesn't care about that.