11.12 I wish…

What will happen in the future? That, I don’t know. I just wish that my kids could have a better go at life than I have. I wish for them to be happy. I wish for them to be able to do what they want to do. I wish for them to go be able to go where they want to go. I wish that they wouldn’t have any hardships in life, or if they would, I wish they could face them head on. I wish they won’t be like me.

I wish they wouldn’t be too mad at me when they grow up. I’m not the best mom to them right now. I shout at them and make them scared. I wish they won’t be like me.

I wish they could find people who would treasure them because they deserve it. Someone who would be contented with them as their partners. I don’t wish for them to get hurt. I want them to be happy always. I wish they won’t be like me.