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2 months ago · Just writing,
So what is it dad doesn't want to face reality and too many of his fits mom seems to be cracking up from it? Idk she called me an a$$hole today which is unlike her , really edgy hateful. All I did was rattle a candy bag because she does that and tries to talk to me. I do it and I get called an a hole. Go figure. I was only showing her what its like. I get sick her and dad both taking their rage ,bitterness ,resentment ,misery out on me. Dads been asleep since breakfast. A good thing I guess he's not running his mouth. I bought mom a birthday card its in a few days despite her calling me that going all to hell on me. She was talking to herself a bit too she normally don't do that. One human can only take so much stress. With dad being a raging drunk every month it gets to you. Its getting to her obviously as much as me. At this point in my life I should not be put through this much misery and bull$hit. Mom scoffs at it but there is just bitterness in this house. Little love or joy in part because dad chooses drugs and getting drunk over everything. There by also spending all the money. Dad don't learn. I think he's warped his mind so many drug binges. That's what I've heard on the road anyway take it for what you will. But for real he's not acting right he can't control nothing I mean any addiction. I mean it turns him into the worst person he talks to you so horribly like a monster sourly mean toned ahhhh. I have to live with these memories too. Don't worry Dr I'm fine. They used to talk about my dad a little with me but they stopped they became callous for some reason. I wish dad would straighten up he's destroying himself and our peace. Sigh. I'm not like you aunt I don't got somebody I can call up talk 2 hrs at a time to them. Plus you got your precious man. I hate this place people here and the whole situation. I'm done for now
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