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Sex dressed in black
2 months ago · · Need Advice, · Explicit
Me and my boyfriend used to have really good sex, and I mean REALLY good sex. The chemistry was there, and I even got less shy and out of my comfort zone to try new positions. We would text each other dirty little messages or send pictures back and forth while in public because it made the sex when we got back home that much more exciting and passionate. Anytime I would mention I was horny; he would look at me like I was a God. Like he couldn't wait to feel every inch of my body. Everything was perfect, honestly, I wouldn't have called it "sex" I would call it making love. We were...making love, and I enjoyed every moment. Now I can't say the same. Now it is no longer making love it's just straight up sex. There is no longer that chemistry and loving feeling. He will never go down on me, but constantly expects head. I will send a flirty message while in public and he ignores it all together. I tell him I'm horny and he goes "hot" and ignores me, but again wants me to drop everything when he is. I ask to try new things to spice things up and he will just say "yeahhh okay" and laugh. Recently I told him I was horny, he ignored me. The next day we were making out and I thought finally Haha I've been in the mood for two days now. It started off like normal where I would give him head, but then he wouldn't allow anything else. I couldn't kiss him, sit on his lap, he refused to have sex with me. While I was giving him head, I stopped to grab a drink and noticed he was watching porn. We make videos and post them online so it's not like porn is an issue to me, it's just I don't understand why he has to watch it while I'm giving him head. let alone it's not even ours. Today I told him I was in the mood, and he again ignored me. So, I got up and went to the bathroom to shower and while I was in there, I hear him masturbating and watching porn (not ours). I've thought about every reason this could be like maybe has not in the mood but we both have a HUGE sex drive, and he will still want head or masturbate. I've thought maybe I'm not doing good enough which could be the case, but I do it whenever he asks even if I'm busy I'll put everything down and do it (I want to because I have a high sex drive, he never forces me). I've even though maybe he's just not into me anymore, but we have talked, and he says that there is no one else and he loves me. Maybe I'm just thinking too much into this, but I can feel things are different and I don't know it hurts.