Just writing

I'm a bit bothered by the fact dad would not get mom anything for her birthday. We talked of it the last 2 months. He wanted to get her shoes or jewelry. But instead he ended up giving 90 plus percent of the money in the house to his drug dealer so he could get high drunk etc both months in a row. Sure its been every month for a while its just getting worse and his behavior if like something out of hell. A monster. I almost had a breakdown the other day the stress from both parents is too much sometimes. Fortunately I at least bought mom a card. It was hard to look for a woman cough, cough cough every 10, 30 seconds, to a minute. Especially them not wearing a mask pi$$ed me off too. I just grabbed the one I had my eye on an left. DON'T MAKE OTHERS SICK CUZ YOU ARE. GOT A COUGH COLD ETC? WEAR A MASK. THAT'S MY PET PEEVE OK.

dad has put mom and I through so much emotional stress hurt and anguish this last year. Nobody else but God cares. My aunt don't. She's too selfishly focused on self and her precious man. F her. I'm sorry but I'm not she's been a horrible human being to me.

If its not the "only got room for 2" b s keeping me from a family outing its the "WELL YIU BETTER GO CALL EM THEN" Looking me dead in my eyes mean when I had a Dr app , our car just broke down, she stopped by only out of boredom running roads. Mom n dad told her I was fearful losing my Dr missing that appointment. That's what are says to me callously. Like I'm some dog turd. I feel tossing a big rock through her car window. No excuse for being that $hitty to me without cause. I believe she get hers though. Horrible ass woman. I got feeling's too. I can't believe her and her man wanted to sit so much stop by and go hahahahahaha to my parents not caring how I was assaulted by my drunk dad. I wish he'd assault her so she'd cry like the b!tch she is. She acts like nothing happened. I don't know if just rather forget all this b s. But dad will always bring up the past too at some point. All I want i a united caring family. Its not very caring at all. My Dr isn't even compassionate anymore. Im just venting ok ignore this post. I just get so tired of uncaring callous family. Or selfish too.

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