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2 months ago · · Need Advice, · Explicit
idk what's wrong w me lately. my suicidal thought keep coming back. everytime i see a knife or sharp thing im gonna think abt sliting anywhere of my body i want to see the blood dripping out of my wrist how beautiful that blood will look like and i always hv a thought abt drowning myself in a tub where i will feel suffocated, gasping for air then stop breathing. fuck what is happening to me im scared. i don't want to do that again i don't want to feel like that again im just tired. tired of living tired w everyone around me everything just like fucking overwhelmed. i don't wanna live but i don't wanna die help me...