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my mind (tw)

2 months ago · 2 · Need Advice, +2 · Explicit


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idk what's wrong w me lately. my suicidal thought keep coming back. everytime i see a knife or sharp thing im gonna think abt sliting anywhere of my body i want to see the blood dripping out of my wrist how beautiful that blood will look like and i always hv a thought abt drowning myself in a tub where i will feel suffocated, gasping for air then stop breathing. fuck what is happening to me im scared. i don't want to do that again i don't want to feel like that again im just tired. tired of living tired w everyone around me everything just like fucking overwhelmed. i don't wanna live but i don't wanna die help me...

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  • Novni Guest · 2 months ago

    keep living. die a natural death like everyone else. i wish you could see what i see when i was having suicidal thoughts and how much my life has improved. i even used to cut myself. pleasure better than pain. don't rush it. and that's it.

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  • Benc · 2 months ago

    Take a deep breath, you'll be alright. Try to take life, your day, whatever, step by step. To me, it seems like your overwhelmed, or somethings on your mind. If you don't want to speak to anyone about it, try writing it down. The mind is incredible, it's harsh and it's scary. But, it's your mind. You are valid, important and the world is a better place with you in it. Remember that.

    Ben

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