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Anger. I don't want it. You can have it or keep it. I've had enough and been put through enough hell and misery for one life time. Primarily because of my dad and former coworkers in toxic hell hole workplace. And fyi dad NO IT WASN'T A GOOD JOB IT WAS FULL OF SNAKES BACK BITERS USERS REALLU HEARTLESS COLD MEAN PEOPLE. I had my speech mocked for my accent. I had my life threatened there. I had girl who's now deceased tell me stuff sarcastically like ITS NOT ROCKET SCIENCE, and in a continuous chain they did not want to stop the stupid paint line I heard her say basically its sink or swim. Oh sure she got in good with the boss. Was his favorite for a bit. Finally she left. But eventually an even worse cunt took her place. This when I knew nothing about nothing in the work place of never had a real job. My late ex uncle laughed behind my back mocked me in the break room. My former supervisor should have went to h r over the death threat but my uncle did take up for me bin that at least. I went home crying that day. My then cousins wife was like you gotta harden your heart and defend yourself basically. I worked with so many awful mean people. Its why I was considering a workplace shooting a muscular guy started bullying me. It was oh help me but 🖕when it I was in need. On top of his provocation. I had a gun at home never fired. Yet. But I didn't want prison for removing his pathetic existence. Fortunately I was terminated for undisclosed reasons. Good riddance shitty place. It was worse than Amazon. I hope the lazy there finally got put in check. I have a feeling to they did. But I digress the subject
About my dad and anger. I don't yell get mad etc unless provoked. Ok im really easy to get along with. I just can't tolerate bullshit or mistreatment from people like my dad and others from the past. Im only human. Why do people think im a scape goat. I'll cut your fuckin ass down to size I promise you if you fuck with me. I don't wan these feelings no more. They're fueled by anger. I don't enjoy being angry ok. I just wanna live my life happily is that a lot to ask for in this Karen age?
Dad called my aunt he's going to stay with her on account of our fight. I told him he needs mental help and that triggered him to become a roaring grizzly bear basically at me. My gosh hrs been so miserable all week. Taking it out on me denying it blaming me too. Im just done ok. I don't think there's hope for our relationship unless he makes ammends for his mistreatment. He won't apologize. Ever hardly. Mom is acting like its my fault too she held the door Knob on me when we were yelling back n forth. Im only defending myself. Don't talk to me like shit you won't get the same there fore you got no right to be mad dad. Fucking psychotic drunk junkie.
I don't want this anger no more. Somebody else can be miserable im done with it and being a scape goat for dad. Its been a horrible day. Thanks dad you ruined Thanksgiving I was alone as it was. You come home blew up on me. Good job🖕Lord have mercy on me
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