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1 day ago · · Stress, · Explicit
i can't really call him a "bf" but here we go. we met online and we kind of talked for a while, about a whole bunch of stuff, ex games and shows and even some sexual stuff. i got really attached and he would text me daily. he seemed to really like me. i know i did. i liked him so much. he was so kind and so very beautiful. but things were moving a little fast between us. he told me "ily" very soon and it just freaked me out a little. but anyways, he asked to play minecraft together, and i told him maybe. then later i told him, i'm sorry, i can't, because i wouldn't want my parents to find out that i'm playing with a boy, and not only that, because my pc doesn't have minecraft anymore and my laptop wouldn't be able to support such a game as it was for school. when he saw the messages i think he was really upset, because he was acting cold and distant and giving dry replies (which he usually doesn't do.) he promised he wasn't mad and then he told me "but i gotta do something real quick, okay?" and when i said sure, he said, "cya in a bit. bye." with that, he blocked me. on both of my accounts. my heart dropped. was he that mad? and if he blocked me, why would he say "cya in a bit"? anyways, i went into another platform and asked him why he'd done that. he said he wanted to play minecraft really badly, and that if we can't do something as simple as that together, then he wasn't interested. my heart shattered but i replied "okay." and blocked him. i really am not sure if what i did was wrong, but i hate him i hate him i hate him.