Dad call me back

Dad i miss you so much , i hope sometimes you can undertsand the anger i feel but it seems like you feel something like that too. I wish you never moved to germany you should've stayed here with me . I know you'll never read this and this is the reason why i am writing this on here . I hope you'll come back soon i miss you so much . I know sometimes it feels like i don't love but it's not true i really do , you're my father after all and i hope you still love me too after all the bad thing i've said and done to you . I'm really sorry i wish i could tell you all this things but i never find the streght to do so , i'll do one day i hope it wont be too late . Please never leave my life i need you ad much as you need me . Please dad forgive me , please come back , please call me more , please tell me you love , please tell me you're proud of me , please never fight with me, please see me as an your doughter for once instead of a person you see every 5 months . Please dad i don't want to be alive