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I dnt want to be anonymous here. I want everyone to know name of a person who failed badly at all aspects of life.
My name is Dinesh and i am facing a lot of hardships in my life. It is all due to a lot of financial troubles I am in and there is no one i can talk to. It is getting worse day by day and struggle i face is pushing me to die everyday. I bought a tablet of celphos, one of the deadliest known to kill my self.
I don't know what to do. I don't get along good with my dad and if i tell him, it is going to piss me off.
I hope this isn't the last time I am writing, but I am out of hope now.
The world is full of good people but people like me who don't have hope, we don't need to live. We can die and end our miseries.
thank you for reading this,
Regards,
Dinesh
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ReplyYes, I did.... I am just feeling depressed.. dont know where else to share or post.
Replyhe posted the same thing again because he needs help , he wants pp to talk to him that is why he posted it again . hes in trouble, when a person is in trouble they want someone to approach them automatically because we are then left with nothing but silence and loud pain.
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Replyhi dinesh , i felt this relatable. sorry i can not reveal my identity.
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ReplyI meant you are gold of a person.. i had no intentions about your identity.
Its good to try to survive. All of us have our hardships.
But sometimes survival seems to be worst option.
I know financials might get better, but just dont know how how to get over this time
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ReplyIts been 2 years since this hardships.. i have tried hard... but it is getting worse day by day!!!
ReplyI almost jumped infront of a running train.. something held me back... i dnt know if anything will held me now..
ReplyTalk to us, share with us whatever you feel, feel lighter and we all will definitely try helping you
Replytill 2020, we were a family of 5 with 3 people earning. My sister was taking care of her expenses and other small expenses were taken care of by my father. I was major earning source and my debt well managed well.
once Covid hit, my dad stopped working, my sister's income halved, I was still doing Ok. Then I got married, my sister got married. the debt piled up. I was the only earning source left in family.
then my brother met with an accident and all little I had was spent up in his medical expenses. Then my dad sent my brother abroad and the little that i had saved was gone by then. My family is still adamant on having their social status intact and it is something that is killing me from inside, Despite doing all for them, i do not have any saying in my home and neither do i have any respect.
I started having headaches and mental issues due to overthinking, i started taking anxiety and anti depressants pills. I started having arguments with my wife as well. Once i tried to told my father that i having some issues, he started cursing me and i left home and almost jumped in front of a train but something stopped me. Now that people are behind me to have their money back, I am not able to pay them. If I die, no one has to pay my debt and my family will be happy.
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