My Love A...

To A:

My love, i hope your doing well... I saw you smiling yesterday when I got on the bus, and i'm really happy for you. I hope your happy now. I realized that I caused you a lot of pain, sadness, and your hurt cause of me. Its my fault, I'm the one thats in the wrong. I really don't know what wrong with me. I get emotional, sad, tired for even small things, i'm really sorry that ended up being the reason for our break up. Though I will never be able to get over you, I really hope your doing okay and happy with your life right now. I hope to see you smile, with no pain in your eyes. I really hope you live a good life. The day I told you to throw away that paper... To be honest, I wanted you to read it first. It was a letter I wrote for you... the day before our break up... But i guess I never had the power in me to ask you to read it. My body was breakng down, I couldn't think straight, my eyes were filled with tears, I really lost you... I lost my only happiness... I lost the man who I loved and chearished so much... The one person I hoped i would never ever lose... the love of my life that I had made future plans with... My soul, my love... I'm sorry I wasn't strong enough, I'm sorry I coudln't keep you happy... Im sorry... I really miss you... I really love you... But i know you don't want to go back anymore... I guess its The End of our story... the end of my love story... I loved you. I love you. And I will continue to love you forever... <3