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I don’t know myself. My life is messed up. My head is messed up and i hate it i just want to be normal a few days ago my dad was talking about my mom to my grand about how she never does anything and they were saying all these bad things about her my dad had previously been on the phone with my mom and forgot to hang up and she heard all of it then threaten my dad to pack her stuff and leave with me i just want a normal life i what did i do to deserve this and few days before this incident my dad pushed my mom and my sister crushed him out i want to die that night i cried and wanted to throw up but i know their people out there who still loves me but if i were to die i would want my death to be a eye opener for my family how much their hate towards each other effected me as to living with my grandparents it’s bad i hate it i get no privacy they use the restroom with the door wide open they talk about my mother at night with my aunt when they think i’m sleep i wonder if i told them that i heard that what would their reaction be i had hope in my aunt cause she said she cared but she doesn’t my cousin i wonder how she’ll react for a while i got most of my dinner from my friends house i really find comfort in her family and im really thankful for them but their pity eats away at me sometimes ik they know about everything bad that has happened to me they done so much for me i really appreciate it but sometimes i feel bad for being in their lives it’s like a child who always have something bad going on with them as for food and everything it’s just i eat when i eat sometimes i’ll eat all of the school food other times i won’t eat it at all or just sum i try to keep thoughts like these off my head but they slowly crawl their way back in at times like these i hate it i hate myself
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Your mother should make sure that you eat three meals a day. Life isn't too good for you now, but it should get better. Look at the good things in your life and don't focus on the bad and you will be happier.
Replydon't hate yourself, the probelm isnt you in any way, the problem is just a horrible situation that you're in. it sucks and im sorry you're living through this. but yes it will get better
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