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1 month ago · Thoughts, · Explicit
Why can't I ever catch a break. Other stuff on top of dad purposely being a son of a bitch asshole to me. He's got his drugs back. I told him he could talk to me right then he goes "yeah but..." . So🖕 too. This family is a lost cause. I so wish I could move out. He xwhr even leave the house. I have to walk the dog, take the trash out, check the mail. He's always in hiding unless he has an appointment because he's not supposed to be here he isn't on the lease. That's not my fault either. He takes his cabin fever bullshit out on me yet won't seek help for drug and mental problems... Yet "im the one whose TOLD TO SEEK THERAPY, called crazy etc etc etc. Like in the problem and the reason dads miserable with himself. Oh and its always my fault he runs out of drugs. Like you know I FORCED THEM DOWN HIS THROAT OR SOMETHING
SON OF A BITCH
And he's never wrong either he's a huge gaslighter. I question why I was born. To go through hell every month?! He thinks he can treat me any old way avd I feel like harming him for it . Even if you kick a dog too many times it will turn on you. People are no different. The day he passed out in the floor I should have and was tempted to kick his head like a football. Ok in tired of the abuse one way or another. I don't have a way out that's the other problem. Not even a relative will have me overnight. Do you know how hurtful that is. Bitch aunt and asshole uppety dope smoking cousin. In fed up here dad no reason to be shitty to me AGAIN day 2 since Thanksgiving after our fight. I wanna murder him. I swear if he don't quit being mean I'll hurt him fuckin drunk drug abusing bastard or poison his ass. Im fed up of abuse more than words can say. Since he don't care how he treats me I'll fuck him over more than hell know how to deal with God I hate my family. He's like a mole or cancer that needs surgical removed from a body. He needs removed from my life plain n simple. He's saying to himself "damned if I do or don't'.
He also made a deal with me he also changed his mind on , denies, refused to honor just to get what he wanted out of me. Fuck him he's a Judas Iscariot. I just hope karma has its way with him.
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