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2 months ago · · Depression
I hate that I’m ugly, I’ve struggled my entire life with it. I look in the mirror and I despise the way I look but I don’t know how to change it. I just want one person for once to be attracted to me or to even notice I exist. I have people in my life, a girl I really deeply love but it’s long distance and I don’t think she’s attracted to me. I’m always buying her things and sending her gifts and i know that probably sounds dumb but at least I feel like I have value like that, you know? She’s not satisfied though, I fear for the day it will end.