Thoughts

I don't know how you can play the victim after many years of putting primarily me but also mom through alot of hell and misery dad. Its been 1week now we've hardly spoke other than him still being shitty to me when I tried to talk to him right. And I also can't believe mom still takes up for his behaviors no matter what they are and defends him. He's got her trained well. Id have thrown him out long ago if I was her. She didn't like it a few days back when I told her he's got you trained well. They never like the truth. I have uneasy feelings.

Yesterday he was pretty shitty to me as well , but of course then and this morning he's putting on his lipstick to pucker up to kiss and butter up his drug dealers ass and talk to them sweet as honey. That is wrong plain wrong. He talks to me like Rottweiler grizzly bear roaring lion. Apparently he hates my guts for putting his bullshit back to him . And he's playing victim now, not caring how he puts us through abusive treatment each month from his drunks.

Yet hes too much of a pussy to go around his dealer when "they are drunk" cuz they cussed him out on the phone one day. No different from how he is at all drunk. Hypocrite. That's what he does to us being condescending sarcastic shitty and plain mean. He's a thorn in our side mine anyway. I've tried to speak to him right I just get treated like shit in return. Hell regret this one day.

I don't forget how I am and have been treated and mistreated. I don't claim to be perfect but I don't be shitty especially to family on purpose.

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