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1 month ago · Thoughts, · Explicit
I was awakened earlier than I wanted to be by dad cussing. apparently he wanted to go eat out at a pancake place excluding me
(a really shitty thing to do by the way he wouldn't want to be excluded as a family IDC if he's still mad at me or not that's pretty shitty)
Ok. Apparently mom said no or something he don't like and he goes " HELL WITH IT HELL WITH IT HELL WITH IT !!!!!!!!" Then kathump with the bathroom door. You can tell his attitude has done a 180 because he's under drug influence again not yet drunk but wanting to "hurry"to his dealers cuzhe wants to get drunk out of it again.
I walk into the living room he goes "uh huh" to me. Like in a sarcasm provocative way shitty way.
Wtf is that supposed to mean.? I guess he ain't never gonna change.
All mom would say is at least im getting him away from you for awhile. And after all the insults he's called us over the years yet he's like boo hoo names hurt. Ha. Take your own medicine then see how it feels. You don't know "hurt'" dad.
Its still pretty shitty to eat out excluding me. All you do is kiss your drug dealers and acquaintances asses treat me and mom like dog poop. I can't stand his hypocrisy. I can't wait to he sees how it feels one day. But TBH all I want is peace. Peace with my family and happiness.
However If they wanna be shitty and petty its on them. But don't treat me like shit and expect me to take it without telling you how it is. That's what he does. Then he can't stand it and gets mad about it if I confront him over it and he'll deny it like a gaslighting narcissist. Sigh. Then even mom jumps in to try to make me be quiet when he started it. Why's it gotta be this way? You bring your misery on your own self dad. Not us. You.
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