Late night thoughts

What the hell is wrong with my dad? He's stupid in his decisions. Maybe he don't care about life anymore idk.

He freaked me out about 1.5 hrs ago. He got up yelling MOTHERFUCKING SON OF A BITCH over and over. Went to the bathroom goes "I hope this whole building blows up". Yeah he's on a good amount of drugs right now drunk. Right now he's face down in his plate with a hamburger. Oh yeah that certainly looks fun , (sarcasm)

I knew I felt uneasy when they returned today from going to the store n his precious royalty drug dealer as he acts and treats them like. He seemed buzzed then.

I still feel uneasy. He's a fucking psycho like this. A literal growling grizzly bear. I don't feel safe as long as he's like this idk what he is capable of. Out of his fuckin mind. Idk if we'll get any sleep for him either. He barely was straight when my aunt was here. She noticed she was like 'have you been asleep?" He lied saying I just woke up lol yeah right. Even if she's a compulsive liar she's smarter than she lets on. I hope we have peace tonight. But like any other month he's always cussing in the middle of the night like this keeping us or me up anyway.

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