345th day of missing

This days , I am not feeling energetic and active and at the same time I want to continously busy in things . So that I could not able to miss him . People say like moving on is easy ..you just need to accept things but for me why is it so hard.

I'm trying to convince myself that ..you really can't make people love you . It's not your job. You can give love but can not take love.

But as much as I think ..I feels like sooo restless ..I am like I feel like....plz plzzz just come back..I will do whatever you want and like...just just come back....I feel like what should i do what I do that he will come back and love me like he used to 😭...

Even when I know I can't have him in my life but loving him was the best time in my life...I loved him with all of my heart and I just gave him all of me...

And that's why I am all lonely now...I should have keep some love for me too.