Lately

I can’t even find the words to describe how I’ve been feeling lately. I feel myself slowly drifting into a fog. What do you do when you go from feeling so happy and blessed to feeling sad and negative with no explanation? Mental illness is a mothafucka. In these moments I have to tell myself repeatedly that I’m going to be ok I’m always ok. If any of you who read this can relate my love goes out to you. No one knows how much we struggle with but just know your not alone. Praying for better days can’t wait for the sunshine and love to come back into my life. No external source can help with this feeling it has to come from within and I’m searching for that strong loving woman I know is inside me.