just another poem of mine

so this might not make sense to you all. if you see this. but it makes sense to me.

Feels like I never get to stop

Cause time keeps running whether I like it or not

I try to focus on my future

But get stuck with these visions that shine a light over my past

I keep these drugs in my system but it never lasts

Thinking about my past leaves unwelcome guilt from whats supposed to be left behind

Never walk a day in my shoes or you'll be shocked by what secrets you might find

Being abandoned and left by people who made promises should leave me cold

That one third grade teacher

Use to say follow the golden rule so im just doing what I was told.

Been taken advantage cause putting everyone above myself is where its at

Feeling hopeless because those are years ill never get back

(R)ealize (E)verybody (A)int (L)oyal

And thats a fact

Anxiety makes it harder to deal with my internal struggles

Fighting this constant war between good and bad

Its always this or that

best,

V