Thoughts

I really frustrated this morning. Mom just wants to brush it off because it don't affect her. Apparently dad doesn't ever look towards the future or don't care. And it affects me every month because of his idiocy.

Last night I kept having to watch him like a toddler. Hed try to drink wine I had to make sure he didn't spill it. Pulled it out of his hands him slouched over with eyes closed he raises up grabs it again into his hands to do the same. After a 2nd time I finally got it away from him. Mom don't want red wine on the carpet it won't come out.

After he finally passes out I also had to screw a soda lid on a bottle he near was gonna spill, I eventually got to sleep I cut the lights out.

3 am comes he's coughing and disturbs mom. He click's his lighter a good 500 times I guess it was out of fluid idk but mom has to yell QUIT CLICKING THAT LIGHTER. So I didn't sleep too well.

He's got the fk it attitude who cares what consequences come get drunk stoned pass out act like a child, til they the consequences of his idiocy actually come. That's why I'm so angry I Know what's coming. And it always involves crying to me. Mom won't listen to me. I wish I could just leave period this is all bullsh!t.

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