My Unsent Letter

I don't regret anything about us nor do I ask myself why we met because once you were the one I wanted to be with always. You made me feel happy my soul was in happy place. I loved each moment spent though few in numbers but they are still fresh in my mind. This relationship may not have worked as I wished, you may not have loved me the way I wanted to be loved or cared still I don't regret meeting you. I now think if I wouldn't have met you so many layers of my mind would have remained unexplored. I grew up everyday, i discovered so many things. The silence in between made me learn about myself, my understanding, it made me learn how to slow down, how to restrict oneself, how to chain passions, wishes and how to nullify expectations yet continue loving the person selfishly but in complete silence. I loved some stranger with all my heart and fortunately or unfortunately your face still sits there on the torso. Now I don't fasten my seat belt when I take the flight to my fantasy world coz I don't care about you leaving or hurting me as I don't expect you to come back in my life again, hence when my phone vibrates I don't expect you remembering me accidentally, every little thing I gave up except I still couldn't stop loving you. You are still the first thought when I wake up and still the last thought when I go to sleep but it doesn't mean I expect you feel the same. Still I don't regret anything and I don't want to change anything also.

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