What are you looking for?
I wonder what's wrong with me
1 month ago · · Friendship,
Maybe nothing is 'wrong' but I feel so so different from everyone else I meet. Interests, sense of humour, energy. I never really click with people and that's why I am so alone.
People say that college will be the best years of your life. Well, that's only if you're an extroverted white male apparently. So far, it's been nothing but anxiety, insecurity and loneliness. It sucks hard because I really envisioned myself making lifelong friends here but I have 0 friends. The classmates I talk to when I'm there are hardly friends, just peers or colleagues that I am nice to.
But I really really want a friendship that has a connection, ya know? I've never had that before. Probably because I'm too different and weird compared to the majority of this generations' girls. I imagine doing so many fun things, so much stuff I would like to do with a group of friends but I don't HAVE a group of friends.
Ah well. It is what it is. I hope I find someone I connect with and who understands me. I hope so.