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1 month ago · · Stress, · Explicit
I say something - I immediately regret it
I think about saying something and eventually speak it out - I immediately regret it
This shit keeps me up at night. I'm finally in a good place and I feel like I keep fucking up. They say I don't but really-I do. I come off as an attention seeker. I DON'T mean it that way.
I just can't phrase things the way I wanna. Or I say something and realize that was tmi and WAY too explicit.
I won't loose these people. They are my safe space but past also haunts me and gives me anxieties and what ifs... I can't just keep getting away with what I'm saying
Also it's just really cringe so I think I should just stfu but that's not healthy at all either.