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I want to end everything

1 month ago · 2 · Need Advice · Explicit


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i always wanted help and to talk to some1 but no1 was ever there for me.

i had an ED and my mom never notices and wen i eat something she would say stop eating ur fat by the way i am not that fat i just have a belly and thick thighs keep in mind i was 11 when i had an ED no1 would notices i think they notice but they just don't care that is why i started to sh at 12 i really want to talk to some1 and on top of all of that i got SA , when i was 9 a boy took me to his bed and made me watch porn and tried to kiss me and he touched me in places i didn't wanna be touched .i hate my body bc 4 men have touched it before. i tried to k!!l my self but it did not work i drank poison. and when i was 7 or 8 my uncle tried to get me drunk i got a bit tipsy i dont really remember what happed next but i don't think i got raped

but yeah fuck my life

sorry if what i writhed did not make sense

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  • Novni Guest · 1 month ago

    You've been through a lot and you didn't deserve any of it. Your parents are not always right about everything. Your mom must have her own problems to not notice your weight and call you fat when you aren't. Don't harm yourself. Show them you won't be beat and won't let your abusers win. Im sorry for what happened to you. I hope you can find someone to talk to in person to help you someone you can trust. Take care and stay strong

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    • Novni Guest · 1 month ago

      thx for trying to help

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