to my ex

it's been flowing through my veins like crystal ever since october you've outgrown her my thoughts are crazy makes me want to be a stoner.

and the lyrics speak to me more than u do, do not disturb, not even one word, now there's nothing left of us ain't that superb.

i fucking hate that shit you did but i can't get you out of my brain like now i'm insane one bad decision left us both in constant pain.

but i fucking love you and your mom and your dog and your home but who cares we're both alone now who's going to i've me the love that you've shown me?

your little picture book what the fuck am i supposed to do with that?

look back at our memories and cry until i want to call you back?

keep you in my thoughts longer? i just want you to disappear

but not completely leave room for growth and maybe reconciliation

come visit me in a month and we'll talk about our love stories

then kiss me and fuck me don't pretend like you haven't wanted to

actually, don't, i don't need your dick all i want is your time

i just wanted your apology so i can say mine

i think we could be great friends if we try

but if you disagree well then never mind.

i'll leave you alone forever but if you ever want me i'll come running back

because i gave you 100 percent all that i had

every inch of me even though my chest is flat

you pretended to like that

even though my body wasn't enough for you i already hated it

the things i can't change about myself as if i created it

why the fuck did you say that shit like it's great but it

wasn't what you pictured when you masturbated.

fuck you i'm perfect i don't need your validation

i'll wear what the fuck i want and do things to spite you

i hope those words come back to bite you

i hope they haunt you and at night you

have bad dreams about abandonment issues

and wake up sweating, ruin your sheets, look to your right and see no one there

you left me apparently i'm not that rare

because you'll find a bitch on tinder knock off version try and compare

her to me.

two years of my life well spent we

crash and burned like a god damn Bentley

found our solace inside of a tent see

we went camping one time and had great conversation

about us and talked about our future situation

and how i have it easy just cause i'm caucasian

i thought we found a reason to keep our relationship

going but you decided to dip

growing apart is something i can't skip

knowing i don't give a fuck except i really do

and now i'm looking for someone new to pursue.