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In My 20's...
1 year ago · 3
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I have come to realize that I am going to live alone and die alone. I come to realize the only people I have is my family. Those are the people that are truly here in my life. I don't hear from my friends unless they want to hang out. I been single for more than 2 years and you get used to the loneliness but, there's always that lingering feeling that you want someone in my life. The saying goes "You will find someone but, the right one hasn't come along". I think that saying is BS. I've tried and tried to get people to like me but, it just never works out. I'm always the one left to make the effort to get people to like me. That's how I guess yoy keep the relationships or friendships going now a days. No one wants to get to know me and that's okay because no one knows how to communicate anymore. I've been sick with a sore throat and a cough for a whole entire week dealing with it myself since I live alone and 60 miles away from where my parents live. I feel like dying most of the times because honestly, it wouldn't matter if I was gone and it the only people it would burden is my parents. I mean living alone and all that, what do I have to live for? All I have to live for is paying my bills to this world and living slightly paycheck to paycheck. Yea, I got a great job but it is stressful AF. I feel like I don't have my own life anymore even though we hired a second person to help out. My mom even told me today that I "Don't have a life". She's definitely right on that and those words today are sticking because it is true. All I do is wake up, go to work, work a lot of hours, and then go home. What an exciting life is that? I've isolated myself in my apartment since I don't have any friends up here. I'm mentally drained of making friends and relationships because it just never works out and everyone has their own lives.
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Relationships are hard to make and maintain, and they're the easiest to lose. I recommend you do self care or have self enjoyment days. You can also meet people online and talk to them. I enjoy making friends that way. Wish you the best.
ReplyI hear you and am in a similar boat for different reasons. I have no friends. Live alone in an apartment at university. And only really care and have relationships with my parents and other close family, from whom I live 8+ hours away from.
"I don't hear from my friends, unless they want to hang out." You say you are the only one who makes effort. Is this not effort? They want to hang out with you, and in turn get to know you. How are you supposed to grow closer to someone without meeting up in person?
You may not see it now, but people care. You just have to let them. ❤
ReplyI'm someone with lots of friends and it's sickening actually.....Maybe a lot of ppl might have told you that you should live and love yourself ....but I'd say just accept everything as it is ...it's the hardest part...actually I do wish to hear you more out and if i could I'd try to make you smile with all my stupid stories but being anonymous is the best ig. I'd prefer this because all frndships fades now-a-days. Just wanna let you know there are ppl out there with same situation as of yours and let's all just live this life as we don't care about anyone else but us (in a good way).
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