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I just feel like the people who I'm involved with romantically will never truly love me. I feel so unlovable because people have always left me in the past. I've tried so hard to please the people who I've been involved with, but it's never worked. They always leave or hurt me. Now I'm so afraid to love someone, because I feel like they will never love me the way I love them, or they'll leave me, or they'll simply just lose feelings. And that's the worst feeling, to pour your heart and soul into a person, just for that person to never truly understand how much you love them. For them to never love me or love someone else more than me. So I put my guard up, and when another person's demeanor changes even a little bit, I panic and believe that they don't want me anymore, and I sabotage those relationships. I just hate feeling like no one will truly love or care for me, but I'm only acting this way because of the pattern I've noticed.
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ReplyI hope someday you can stop taking your past hurts out on new people who want to love you.
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