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I'm debating whether to actually tell them how I feel or not. I may delete this later. Ive been thinking. Well I mean I have a valid reason to feel how I feel even if its the recent past. They say they are "emotionally driven". Ok WHAT ABOUT MY EMOTIONS I MATTER TOO IM NOT MANURE OR DOG POOP. And they are a pastor mind you I have to keep bringing up same thing about the golden rule when I write well when im talking about how my aunt did me she's religious but not a pastor. This person is who im talking about is. So why do people think they can keep treating me like crap?
But that's how I was treated. Oh also this person is my Dr as well
Ok Getting into it. Last year in August I have a Dr visit appointment with this dr pastor.
Ok in the next room I hear them with another patient all laughing cheerful like everything is good cool fine and sweet like they are caring about their life.
Well so im like ok.
But come time they are finished they walk in go "hi (my name)".
Their mood tone totally changed from happy go lucky to cold uncaring and calloused. I was like wtf!? To myself. They made me feel worthless useless and like I didn't matter. They acted totally uninterested if I was doing ok or not. I lost some weight no high 5 or good job for that. Or nothing. Then they condescendingly attack me about a subject nothing to do with them it was like shooting me in the heart with a crossbow. I left feeling so worthless and uncared for I thought of suicide at home :( DOES THAT MAKE YOU HAPPY PASTOR???!!!!!?
Well last night I did a search about them a video popped up they made of themselves describing themselves in the medical group they are in. They act "so nice and caring". Ha. More than what they were to me. Both appointments I had with them last year. I feel like confronting them with this but I once did before about acting mean and they got defensive so I had to apologize to shut them up they wouldn't let it go like they're always right. The also once accused me of doing something really bad which I did not. Sure they have been helpful in the past but their treatment has changed towards me like im trash. How would anyone else feel being done this way? It wasn't right how I was treated. The last 4 years I've treated so bad by people I wanna throw rocks at them. Nobody knows how to be kind here anymore. Im in the right itd be different if I was bad to them first.
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