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Im sorry but im not I hate my dad more than any human I've encountered other than a few bullies in my past. He's continually abusive month after month. Bullshit after bullshit. Like im supposed to just tolerate and live with it cuz mom is too chicken shit to toss him out. My family are cowards. In their own ways. Dads a drug abusing asshole that projects his misery on us 10x worse than when sober so yes I feel like dumping his ass from that recliner he's in into the floor. I mean he being told "fuck you" for no reason and you fucked vup things by being born make you not want to care about a parent. Yet in turn mom also projects her misery on me and I get away from it. Im saying im wronged both multiple ways and expected to hump up and just take it yet its ok for dad to condescendingly mock me at any time and im told just ignore him. Sober he don't do that but still no excuses he's more mental every month. I need an exit from this hellhole.
He's on the path again he thinks he's gonna eat all his pills (abuse them 115 in 1.5 weeks) then come crying to me. I regret being on what he abuse I don't abuse them withdrawal is horrible running out. He knows just don't care too they are gone then itsπto me. Im so sick of this. On top of being treated like dog shit.
At this point I have absolutely nothing for him
I've took years upon years of his verbal, mental, emotional, psychological abuse and 3 times physically assaulted with 0 apologies. So I almost want him dead. You can only push somebody so far. Let him suffer like he's making us suffer. He's got it coming. And not far away it will. Im so sick of the abuse.
Even some bitch at the pharmacy I waited literally 15 minutes in line to pick up my mom's meds this pharmacy tech was going to this old woman you're too far out early on your prescriptions yet in the kindest way. Once I finally approach the counter she gives me a shitty tone like i did a horrible crime or something GOD I HATE MEAN PEOPLE π π π π π π π π π π . FOR NO REASON this cunt was rude cold to me bad day or not πyou too. You have no idea what others are going through. This has to be the shitty people place of the country.
I just need out this awful place and for family abuse and fighting to stop. I want to start throwing rocks at every body I see people are so shitty here. Its the toilet bowl of the country apparently. Church people are mostly kind but not beyond that. In fed up of mean people.
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