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ive been talking to his guy for a while. i say about a year. we never made it official but we were always on & off. we had a relationship that we knew we both have feelings for each other but never made it official. we would still do cute couple things & call each other “bae , baby” etc.. we would have deep convos & he would always check up on me js genuinely showing that he cares. recently we started talking again & it was different this time. his friend told me that he likes me a lot more than i ever thought he liked me before. he always gave mixed signals bc he’s scared to say how he truly feels but he would always imply how he feels through his actions. turns out he loves me (i love him too)& wants to be with me. i had a talk with him a couple weeks ago letting him know that i feel the same way he does & that we could try for a relationship. he said he wanted to but he wasn't sure it was gonna work bc he “wasnt ready for commitment” he was “scared”. the farthest we've gone was having s3x. i told him i didnt js wanna be a booty call to him (a lil back story we had sex multiple times so a good portion of our convos would be sexual and i got the sense that maybe i was js a pleasure toy to him.) he told me it wasnt like that at all bc we both had feelings for each other. i set clear boundaries if he wasnt gonna take me serious than i wasnt gonna entertain a sexual relationship with him. days go by and we seem fine but he takes longer to reply but his energy is still the same. until last week he stopped texting me completely ( i basically got ghosted )& i found out he was talking to another girl (which by the way is the complete opposite of me). he was js holding her hand & walking her to class ?? like hes only walked me to class once but hes never offered to hold my hand. and we have the same lunch so he comes in late and often leaves to go see her. i cant avoid seeing him during lunch bc we have the mutual friends and often hang around each other. it hurts more because we made love a couple days before all this and he was hs talking abt how much he likes me & wants to be with me but hes not ready. ik its bad & idk if i did anything wrong or where it went wrong or how long hes been talking to her for but i js wanna get him out my head alr. i want this whole situation to be over with. i wanna be able to hear his name & be around him without feeling heartbroken and losing my appetite or feelings jealous or even anxious to be around him. i hate the thought of all of this & it only bothers me when im alone or when im around him. i dont wanna keeps getting reminded of him & that new girl & i wanna move on. i do want closure from him but idk if rn is the best time. its a lot for my heart to take rn i js wanna heal & get all this off my shoulders so i can finally be at peace with myself & this whole situation
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He is young and doesn't yet know what he wants or who he wants. It is a good idea to get into a serious sexual relationship after you have left school and are mature enough to be looking for a life partner.
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