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I had really bad and embarrassing times where it was mostly about me and a boy and how the boy is acting weird and I didn't know what to do. It was in 9th grade and I was in math class trying so hard not to be distracted by a guy who wanted to get my attention. He kept reaching over and touching my arm and saying stuff that I forgot what he said. I tried putting up with it, even though it was hard to learn what the teacher was teaching. He even asked me for my phone number, and it was one time where at lunch, he and a group of guys came over to where I was and asked about my phone number. I blew up and told him that I don't have a phone, which was true. But I could still remember the look on his face where he looked shocked and disappointed. It made me feel bad, so I planned to give him my school email address, but I guess he was still feeling bad about it and wanted to get revenge on me. So when I went into the math classroom, he told his friend to get my attention, which he did, and I looked at him. He looked to be very interested in me, and when he realized that I was looking at him, he slapped his face and everybody laughed. I was so embarrassed and I knew that he was playing with me, but I had no idea if he was a playboy or if he really was interested in me. I'll admit, he was very, *ahem* "handsome" in a way. But I couldn't stand it and I told my school counselor about it and my math teacher. I think that they had a talk with the guy, and I asked to switch my schedule so that I didn't have the same class as him. But when the next semester came, he was actually there in the same math class as me. But instead of looking alive and playful, he was always on his phone and getting in trouble for it. Now I'm wondering if he really did like me at all, or if he was just playing with me, but I think that he actually did like me, and I didn't know how to react to his playful banter. A couple of months before today, I'm in my sophomore year, and I think that I saw him once during lunch where he was with his guys and he saw me. He waved to me, and I waved back so that I looked like I was still friendly even though I don't think that he thought of me like that. Now I have a phone, and I really want to talk to him and give him my phone number, but I don't even know his name, except I think his group called him Davis, but I looked in the yearbook, and it doesn't seem that he was in it, at least his name. I also don't know where he goes at lunch and I barely see him at all in the school, so I wouldn't even know where to track him down. I really want to apologize to him for the way I acted and maybe, get a new start with him (maybe as boyfriend and girlfriend), but I don't think he'll ever forgive me and probably thinks that I hate him, which I don't. Now I'm really alone, and pretty much everyone has a boyfriend/girlfriend except for me. I really want a boyfriend, especially if it's that one guy. If you're reading this, Davis, if that's really your name, please please please forgive me and be my boyfriend, if you want. Even though I'm too shy to walk up to you and I don't know where you are, just know that where I go for lunch is near the doors of the cafeteria (not the ones near the lunch line) where you'll usually see me on my Chromebook and with my friend who usually wears a beanie. If you're too shy to walk up to me, just at least give me a slip of paper that has your phone number written on it, and I'll accept that. I'm really alone, and I really want a boyfriend, is that too much to ask?
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