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when i first felt it, i didnt quite know what it was. walking into my bedroom, i felt a spark of pain in my chest. my stress level flew to the roof and before i knew it i had collapsed on my bedroom floor. i soon found it that 11pm was the usual time when it happened. everyone had gone to bed, so they wouldnt know what was happening behind that wall. i hated it. i hated the feeling. i hated hiding. and most of all, i hated every inch of myself. because the when you're hysterically crying on the floor, shaking, cant breathe, feeling nauseous, head spinning and crawled up in a ball, its hard to not feel helpless and worthless. and its the fact that its not even anything in partcular that is causing it. and i can blame it on my cancer zodiac, and being raised by parents who didnt let you cry but in the end its just me. as billie said "im the problem". and i know i should get help. or atleast ask for it. but i was kind of hoping someone would notice that my wrists were slit or i didnt eat anything except half a granola bar. and i know that its probably not a big deal and i am in fact, just getting in my head because after all im just a 14 year old girl which means i should have no cares in the world. but societys changed and i dont know what to do.
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