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Hi, 21 have bpd and a undiagnosed possibility of autism and who knows.
Having bpd can mean a lot of things.
So for me working is intense. The lights are loud and bright. But I push through it. I tense up when the slightest touch when my guard is down. It feels like I'm slightly holding my breath. And it's this feeling, that feeling that you need to leave to to go to your safe place. Like I need to do something or I'll die. So my brain is in constant distress, and in even more constant distress at work that I get sick and can sometimes a rarely hyperventilate.
And now I'm in this state of mind, that I don't want to have to feel that bad at work. Like I want to be happy and not have to be scared to go to work.
So I've been giving some thoughts to work in a way that I can be alright, ya know? I have an associates degree in baking and pastry arts. And have a good amount of experience. Just not sure it can be a career for me anymore. Who knows
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Give it a try. Nothing ventured nothing gained.
ReplyNever said I didn't try. Been working since 16 and it's been hella complicated, some good days, mostly not so great days
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