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How else am I supposed to feel? Its nothing new of course. Dads as predictable as the sun rising. But what did and does he expect? He would feel the same way I do. He's wanting me to pay for his yelling abusive hellacious drunks, like the one he had 2 weeks ago. I don't mean in dollars I mean HE WANTS MY EFFING MEDICATION. If I did this to them they'd feel the same way yelling screaming hitting thing's threats and if cried no remembrance and asked them for x amount of their meds afterwards. They'd feel this way I know it.
He's been sitting, lying in there. For days. not seeking a dr. Not making any attempt at all to seek any kind of help. The mental health place isn't far away yet he won't try there.
I heard mom say this morning to him "I don't know what to tell you" pertaining to his being out of drugs he abuses. As I said a bazillion times I DON'T GET F*CKING ENOUGH MEDS FOR 2 PEOPLE WHAT FREAKING F*CK!!???.
Mom comes to my door. Of course she would defend him after all the bullsh!t we endured. Dad too chicken sh!t himself sends mom to ask me for my meds. Because he's out. How the hell is that my fault!? He had plenty. More than enough to do a month. Yetthe chose to abuse them then get abusive with us drunkenly.
Get a effing dr I'm not your pharmacy.
So yes im pretty p!ssed off ok. I confronted him told him how it is how I felt he of course was on the defense but still its the same bull. Not wanting to take responsibility for his actions. Fml he always was bad for that not with just me but others. That's why everyone got tired and burned bridges with him. There's just no words for this bull sh!t insanity.
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