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Don’t get me wrong, I love my friend, but sometimes she acts like a child. We’re seniors in high school and she’s acting like a kindergartner. I’d she doesn’t get her way, she’s throw a temper tantrum. She’s always yelling or talking so loud to the point random people are telling her to shut up! Also, if she gets mad, she takes her anger out on everyone. Just because someone made a joke about you, a joke that wasn’t even meant in a rude way, it doesn’t give you the right to be a fuxing jerk to me. I’m not the one who made those comments about you! It’s litteraly so rude and annoying. I’m having a good day and trying to feel comfortable with myself, and here you are tearing me down. I confided in you about the things that make me insecure and now you’re weaponizing that to make me feel like shit. Writing this out makes me realize I should distance myself from her.
Here’s another thing that bothers me. So I’ve never been in a real/serious relationship. I had a “boyfriend” in elementary school but I don’t could that as a real relationship lol. Anyways, my parents have always encouraged me to focus on myself and education and for the past 18 years that’s what I’ve done. For the past 3 years, I’ve had this deep feeling of loneliness that grows deeper when I think about my nonexistent relationships. I’ve never been asked out on a date or felt like someone wanted to be in a relationship with me. I would consider myself beautiful, smart, kind, and caring. I feel like I’m doing everything right but I can’t get a boyfriend. I understand that having a significant other isn’t everything, but it’s nice to know there’s someone who wants to be with me. Someone who wants to see me and spend time with me. As a teenage girl who’s never been perceived in a romantic way, it really makes me wonder what’s wrong with me. I have high standards and I’m not going to lower them out of desperation. I know exactly how I want to be treated in a relationship and I won’t settle for less. I have friends who feel like they always need to be in relationships to be happy and they just make me feel sad for them. At the same time, they make me feel bad for 1. Not being in a relationship and 2. Still being a virgin. I literally get picked on for not giving into peer pressure and “losing” my virginity. I want my first time to be with someone I trust, respects me and my boundaries, and cares about me. If I trust you enough to do something as intimate as have sex with you, you bet your ass I’ll wait however it takes. There’s good people and good guys out there.
I feel so much better now :))
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