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I hate life
1 year ago · 2
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How am I still here? Lost and confused about who I am. When will I ever figure it out. Why am I like this. I have definitely hit rock bottom and I’m only 27 and I have nothing to my name I’ve done nothing with my life. WhT is wrong with me why am I so lost and confused about everything. Why don’t
I have nothing and that’s so scary and disappointing.
I am disappointed in myself.
I am so overwhelmed how did I get here again. How? What am I going to do?
I don’t know what to do. I have no money. I have no job. I have nothing.
I have been thinking a lot lately about just ending it. Like what’s the point the only wmtion I have lately is sadness depressed and just this overwhelming feeling and then nothing
I. Just. want. to. die. And it’s like a sigh of relief when I say that. Shouldn’t that be terrifying? Am I crazy?
What’s the point in this stupid life of mine? I have nothing to really live for I mean eventually everyone will be okay and people will move on that’s life.
I’m just scared to die. I’m scared to do it. I don’t want it to hurt or like I don’t want to end up in a wheelchair because I didn’t succeed.
I have looked up ways to kill myself but they all sound scary or like I’ll be in a lot of pain and I def can’t pull the trigger. So does that mean I want to live? Idk I’m just tired and I am done📹
Sometimes I just wish someone would hit me but it would be an accident so they wouldn’t go to jail or like a freak accident and a tree fell on me and it was instant.
I feel so lonely and lost. It is the worst feeling ever.
Why am I like this? What’s do I do?
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I want you to know it’s okay to feel however you feel. Not everyone has it figured out.
Why do you feel you need to have something or do something to not feel disappointed in yourself?? If you at least have something it’s that you’re still here showing up. That’s something to respect.
As far as advice on feeling depressed lately, you better not be ruminating on those feelings. It’s okay to feel them but feel them without thinking. Just feel them, clear mind. Sometimes just getting up and doing something physical helps. It gets you out of your head.
Feeling nothing sounds like you might be dissociating? Which being around people and doing something physical helps for me.
I recommend taking life moment by moment. Be in the present. Catch yourself when you ruminate on bad thoughts. Do things you love. Good luck
ReplyFeeling nothing would be better?? I'm 27 years old too. Some days I get a little depressed, like opportunities don't show up to me. I had one suicide attempt and it wasn't pleasant. You should wait for natural death; if you don't do that, how would you know if your life improved?? I'd say please don't give up, what you are feeling is real and it can get better.
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