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Hii..π§ I'm 21 now... And I am doing master degree in college...I wake up at 7 am and get ready at 8am.. college stats at 8.15..it takes 5 minutes for go to clg from home..and I always skip morning breakfast....after clg finishe'd..at 1pm or before...I take a walk to clg to home it's maybe 2 km..after reaching to my home I wash my face ...and lay down on my bed and after 1 or half hour later having my lunch ....I always drink hot water....after lunch again using mobile till 5pm...then have some cofee or tea... some times some snacs....then I get bored... If I have some study work I do it...or if I have nothing to do then I watch series...at dinner time I have some food or I just drink one glass of milk then I go for sleep...but I can't sleep π₯Ί sometimes it takes 2.00 sometImes 1.00 or 12.00.....or at 3.00 tooπ΅ ....10 to 12pm I'm having overthinking,,, anxiety,,, sometimes feel sad,,, some times fear about future,,, thinking about our family s Economics condition... some times listening to the songs....this is how my days are going.... I'm not productibe at all.... I'm soo lazy....I ingnorse close relationship with anyone...I never want to have any love relationships either...I always gets happy to see butterflies, flowers, rain,clouds, birds, pets,ECT...I always acts childish and funny.... I'm friendly towards my cls friends.... I always having my limits in everything... I easily get hurt... I'm too sensitive... I'm not expressive...I never directly show my cares to others.... some times I don't care mindset.... some times I care and I hurt...π₯Ί Don't want to love....but secretly wish one person to become my lIfe partner then fall in love with each other... having lots of crush over actors... fictional characters....music bands singers... movie heroes....in reality rejects those proposals, and never give any positivity for their approaches.... never want to hurt anyone intentionaly..tries to help others in small things... that's it...this is my everyday shit of life...sorry for wasting your time...if you have any good suggestions or anything leave it on the comments section.. thank you... It's stressing too...is anyone like me...or I'm the only one,!?
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Everyone is like you. You are definitely not alone in your feelings. The cool part about life though is whatever you are currently feeling is temporary. A week, a month, a year later you could be in a completely different place with a completely different outlook.
During the tougher times just do your best to keep yourself occupied and busy. You certainly have plenty of school work to stay busy with, but physical activity and exercise can also help you to feel more invigorated and help you sleep better at night.
Life seems mundane at boring at time for all of us, but it can be extremely rewarding as well. I will leave you with this. When I was your age, I dated and tried finding a group that I liked, but it never worked out for me. Then casually I met someone who I thought was pretty cool. Everything was very natural and there was no pressure. After four years of dating I decided to get married. When the time is right, it will happen for you as well.
Just get lost in your school and hobbies, and keep yourself busy and in a positive mainframe. It will all work out!
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